Owner of my heart after Allah and Rasul..(InshaAllah)

Well, people keep saying about love.
I'm not a good writer
I ain't good with words
But what is love to me? (Im writing this entry with a hugeeeee smile) :)
YOU..Yes you, my future husband. Im saving the word 'love' for you..InshaAllah
For me,  Real Love means helping each other to attain Jannah, Not holding each others hands walking towards The Hellfire. What is love if you bring someone walk into the hellfire?




So, let me begin the story with Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.. 


We don't have to walk while holding hands like other couples,
Because we have hold each other's heart,

Me??One day..

Its been 9 years++ since i knew you back then.
Indeed, it's true that you're the first person that I 'fall in love' with
The one that I attracted to, although I was only 10 years old at that time :p


I didn't know that you 'fall in love' with me too
Despite my body size, yes I was a fat little kid back then
Only you accepted me when the other chose to tease me & call me 'Tembam' & other few 'cute' names


You said, "A pure Islamic family comes from a pure relationship"
Instead of seeing each other and always texting
We choose to change our way of communication through Dua's(prayers)
We choose to prepare ourselves to be a better mu'min
We  had chosen not to be in a forbidden relationship
We choose to worship Allah and love Rasulullah s.a.w


Sometimes if I suddenly miss you
I remembered what you had told me, 
"Each and every second we both remember Allah, there is where our love deserve to meet"
MasyaAllah, each words you say will be based to Allah's reminders and His love,
You always reminds me not to put too much hope in our relationship
We don't know whether we are destined to be together or not
But we have to try cuz we believe that
 Allah will count all of the efforts that we made
Who knows one day Allah repay us with what we deserve 
Subhanallah, Allah is such a perfect planner 


But one thing for sure,
 I never told you that I have pray for us together since I was at primary school.
It sounds ridiculous but it's the fact that when I performed solah, 
I will pray that you'll be the right man for me. 
The one that will guide me to the Jannah
Yes, maybe at such a young age, you  never thought that someone was praying for you
and hoping you'll be the chosen ONE for her


Then, I realize something that made me stop praying of you.
Yeah, I lost hope..Not because I gave up, but because I think it's silly
How can COUSINS be in a relationship? 
I forgot that Islam is Syumul
There is not such thing that cousins can't get married in Islam
Moreover, his father and my father are cousins too. Not siblings. 


Now, I'm wondering..Is Allah answering my past Dua's?
I never thought that we will be this close. 
So close..until we are planning to wrap things up with a legal bond (InshaAllah)
Seriously, I can't believe this at first. Maybe this is what we call fate. 
Is this what I'm asking for a few years ago??Subhanallah.. :')
Whatever it is, I'm preparing myself for this
No matter whoever it might be
I believe that finding the RIGHT man for the marriage is the second challenge.
The first challenge is to be the RIGHT woman that a right man wants to marry.
I want to be the one that a pious man deserves. 


We also have make our own checklist on what we target to achieve before marriage. 
(I-don't-know-yours-and-you-don't-know-mine-checklist) 
Hopefully, Allah will make ease on us.. 

Must-Do-Checklist

*So, for you, my dear future hubby
Please make sure that all of the items in your checklist are crossed out before moving on to the next level (to whom it may concern)


The most important thing, marriage is not only about love
It's about making a great Ummah. So friends..
Let's help Islam!Let's be prepared!


Love has broad meaning. Please people...
It's not only about two people who fall in love
Love, without faith(iman) is nothing
Because only faith can stop us to act beyond the limit




"Ya Rabb, if he is the right person for me,  
bring his heart close to mine, 
but if he is not meant for me,
Please bring peace to our hearts."
May Allah grants us with a High Class Love..
Ameen


"Marriage is not only about wearing good clothes, not about how sweet the wedding gonna be. It's about strengthen the relationship between two families or more, it's about sharing love and thought. It's about having someone who will always be by your side, it's about all the way you love each other and will be blessed by HIM. It's about having someone who makes you feel acceptable,loved, and needed and there, both person will be there for each other together to love forever here and in another world. It's about, 'the more you love and appreciate your Soulmate, the more you'll be blessed by the Lord.''  -DenaBahrin-



The End- Assalamualaikum :)